OLD EYES

"OLD EYES"

They look at me with old eyes  
Wishing and Hoping  ......   Planning my demise  

Not understanding - Nor seeing that God has done a work in me  
That I am no longer the same old person I used to be..

The me that cried - The me that lied   
The me that allowed the things people did or said to  make me cry  
Who idly stood by nor take a stand did I...

That me you see with eyes glued shut ceases to exist anymore 

I have been redeemed by the blood of the sacrificial lamb   
A new creature in Him - Oh yes I am -  
No longer Ashamed - My head is held High 

For He walks with me - He Loves me 
He's my Strength - He's my Keeper - He's my Guide  

So look again - Look close and you'll see - That I am no longer the same old me! 
By: Zinnia A. Williams

Religion or Religious?

Religion – The force that’s driving many Christians today!

RELIGION: – AN ORGANIZED SYSTEM OR INSTITUTION OF BELIEF BASED UPON THE TRADITIONS OF MEN INSTEAD OF THE PURSUIT OF FRIENDSHIP WITH GOD – THE ACT OF PLAYING CHURCH, EXCHANGING INTERNAL TRUTHS FOR EXTERNAL PERFORMANCES; SUBSTITUTING SPIRITUAL REALITIES WITH CARNAL RITUALS.

Let the church shout praise the Lord; the church shouts praise the Lord! Let the church say glory to God; the church says glory to God! Let the church say thank you Jesus; the church shouts, thank you Jesus! Turn to your neighbor and give them high five. Jump up and down to receive your miracle. Run around three (3) times and watch God show up! I can go on and on for weeks listing the various clichés or sayings that is so loosely used in this day’s modern church. Terms I deem to be nothing more than religious tactics to hype persons up to get them in the “mood” to worship; To get them “excited” about the message that is being presented to make them “feel good” and leave happy but yet emptier than they came in.

How about the everyday characters traits that each of the members possesses? We all know one or know someone that knows them. You the ones; they walk into the sanctuary; head held high wearing their Sunday’s best.  Hats so big and bright; putting any Kentucky derby attendant to shame. Their dresses matching their shoes; their accessories even the handkerchief that they place ever so neatly over the top of the skirt that they know is too short to begin with yet they sit with backs arched and that smug look on their faces. 
     Suits that are tailor made to co-ordinate with the shoes imported all the way from Italy; “only the best I can and do wear”!  You now the kind....they’ll be sure to tell you that  they must wear Crocodile skinned shoes and how it is made of the most popular parts of the skin being that from the back and stomach. Yet they stroll in with heads held high, looking left to right as their grimacing, deceptive smiles so effectively seduces and warmth’s the hearts of the unsuspecting at the same time.

Come on over and sit next to me, you know that this my very special reserved Sunday seat.  The place I chose to sit each time to hoot and holler and sing jump dance and praise right on time. This is the place I sit and wait to hear the word that’s coming to my ear. “I need a word lord knows I do so rev better preach good today!”

“Who is sitting in my seat? Now they know I sit there every Sunday the lord sends and they actually have the nerve to sit in MY seat - ya see - My spirit den cross!”

Who does she think she is? Walking in here with tight skirt no matching looking shabby all the time self? Do you think that she actually believes that because her body is tight and she’s shaped just right that she can just walk up in here causing my man to look at her with her nasty self! “You know das da jezebel spirit right? Yea gyal ya ca see it all over her; Why you tink she does act like so….tinkin she better than ppl..hmph..chal please I can only imagine how much man in here den run through dat mess!”

 (oh yes they in church talkin like this)

Why you stressin me man? You don’t know that the gift is without repentance? So what if I just come from da club last night and wan go up there are play the keyboard? What does that have to do with you? That is between me and God! So stay out of my business please!  Yes I do know that people will talk but they ga jump and down and fall on the ground once I start playing cuz why? I hard like dat! Nothing they can do can stop the flow, so why don’t you just sit back relax and enjoy the ride?

This is the very type of behavioral patterns that are pulling persons away from God rather than too Him. Simply because of the “theatrics” that are going on in today’s modern church system; and this type of recklessness and lack of respect for God’s house must STOP! He’s calling us higher.

God is calling us to a real and genuine relationship with him. Not a store bought, soap opera or Tyler Perry like production of what we deem to be worthy to him. We are to worship the Lord in spirit and in truth not on the praises or the accolades of others! So many times it’s not seen THOUGH said by those who are in the ‘world”; or even those who may be in a back slid-den state “who me? What am I going to church for and the ones in there doing the very same things I am doing or even worst; the only difference with me and them is they saying lord, lord and playing Christian or playing church!

I personally am tired of the poor image that is being portrayed in society by the so called “true worshipers"-  The true believers; the water baptized bible teaching, speaking in tongues Holy Ghost fired up ready to die for Christ or so they pretend to be! 
    Christians need to be the ones to set the standard and maintain it; Not only in church but in every area of their lives. It’s what we were delivered from. We are to put away the former things and become new as a child of God as His words says in 2nd Corinthians 5:17 not to take off some and to keep the rest.

The double life-style that has become so accepted is what’s hindering the growth of the church and worst of all its hindering the growth and expansion of the kingdom. Today persons are in church with “holy hands” lifted, tears streaming down their faces every time the door opens but yet as soon as they leave the sanctuary their “other” lifestyle resumes. Being un-friendly; treating those whom they know poorly. Lying, cheating, stealing, fornicating, and doing everything else but what is required of God. Yet they sit and wonder why souls aren't being won and why in their own lives yokes are not being broken. It is because of this type of yo-yo behavioral patterns that they have become so accustomed to. Double mindedness! The word of God says that a Double minded man is unstable in all his ways. Hence the instability in their walk with God which then results in the ones that need to be reached being turned off and sadly turned off from the very one they need to be tuned into and tapped into – GOD!

When will we learn?

The only way that change is going to come or true change rather is with us! Our mindsets; the way we treat people; the way we show love, compassion, kindness, meekness, gentleness & most of all, the way we are supposed to mimic Christ.

 We have become a fleshy generation caught up in the things of this world; walking after the flesh rather than in the spirit.  Paul warned of this in 2nd timothy 3:1-5 that perilous times shall come. Men shall be lovers of their own selves, covetous, boasters, proud, blasphemers, unthankful, unholy, Without natural affection, truce-breakers, false accusers, despisers of those that are good, Traitors, heady, high-minded, lovers of pleasures more than lovers of God; Having a form of godliness, but denying the power thereof: from such turn away.  Meaning from this type of wrong behavioral patterns, habits, traditionalism, religiousness that we think is right and that we portray every day of our lives these are the things and or ways that are turning those in the world more and more OFF from wanting anything to do with this God who we claim to love, honor and obey! This type of carelessness needs to stop and the accountability that was missing needs to found rebuilt and restored so that God can not only move in our lives but in the lives of those that Jesus bled and died for.

God is calling us higher!

We are to be the light that sits on top of the hill that the world can look to.

Can look up to, to come to when they are hurting, when they need to be healed, uplifted, when then they just simply need a refreshing. He’s calling us Higher and we must go there. Jesus died so we can go higher, don’t allow his blood to have been shed in vain. Do your part. Search yourself, better yet ask God to search you tell him Search me, O God, and know my heart today, Try me, O Savior, know my thoughts, I pray; See if there be some wicked way in me; Cleanse me from every sin, and set me free. We must allow God to set us free; free from everything that’s hindering us, every spirit every bad habit every wrong mindset and every pattern of religion that we have become accustomed to. Let Him free you today the world is depending on you AND ON ME!

BY:- Zinnia A. Williams

Smile Big - God Loves You :-) 

I RISE!

Forward Ever, Backward No Never

The Journey To My Success Is Tied To My Destiny

Of Staying The Course Accomplishing All That God Has Created Me To Be. 

With Eyes Looking Up Into The Sky 

The Goal Of My Destiny Is To Always Aim Highs

Aiming High Beyond What My Mind Can Conceive

My Mission And My Purpose Is To Simply Achieve 

Achieve My Dreams

Achieve My Goals

Achieve Those Things That I Was Always Told I Would Never Be Able To

With Head Held High – Eyes Fixed On The Prize – I Stay The Course

I Rise! I Rise!  I Rise!

I Rise Above The Naysayers & The All Haters Too 

I Rise Above The Challenges & The Obstacles I Face

Rising Up No Matter How Much I Fall Staying The Course  

Rising With God Through It All

Maintaining Humility & Embracing His Grace

I Push! I Press! I Rise! I Run! 

I Finish My Race!

By Zinnia A. Williams :)

**Godsproperty***

I want More

I want more of you!

I want to follow hard after you so Desperately!

I want to feel you with me Always!

I want my every breath; 

My every step; 

My every action to be ordained by you.

And I will see HARD after you!

I will seek just as your word commands!

Father, my life - It's in Your Hands!

All that I need; It lies in You!

I get my strength from relying on You!

To keep me, to guide me in all that I do.

How I Long to be near you.....So so badly!!

Use me!

But Fix me though;

Remove the dirt;

Remove the Stain;

Ease the Burden & Take away the Pain

So I can run HARD after You - After You my Lord!

How I Long to be near you!

I Love You!

I Adore You!

I Bow down before You!

I Worship You!

You are My God - My King - My Everything!

I'm Running HARD after You!!

By:- Zinnia A. Williams

Don't Hurt Me Please!

Now I lay me down to sleep on my pillow top bed so soft and so sweet

I close my eyes and begin to pray lord please don't let my horror begin again I pray and I pray

Don’t let me lose no sleep this night keep me safe from the dangers I fight.

And as I rest my weary eyes let someone hear the midnight cries.

I go to sleep and begin to rest but not long after in the bed he rests…. next to me beside me …..comforting me…. trying to get…… inside me

Violating me with his tender kisses telling that it’s me he misses rubbing his hands along my flesh someone come quick I feel so helpless

His hot breath along the nape of my neck that smell of cologne mixed with his sweat I will never forget as he...he touches me ever so softly caressing me he's all up on me all over my frail body oh lord help me for I am weary… weary of this darkness that comes in the night destroying me more and more with every touch every kiss every penetration ....I can't get over......IT....its braking me….braking my heart, my mind and my spirit sentencing me to a lifetime of emotional distress, fear, un-worthiness and insecurity of never feeling what real love is supposed to be all because he's violating me…over and over and over again oh lord when will this madness end...a way out is what I shall seek ….what I need if I try to do I must succeed…. ending my life seems so perfect to me no longer trapped used and abused …. Feel like I’m sinking into and endless pit...the abyss of the darkness that encompasses me....I feel sooooooooooo ….so lonely, so empty....

Die, die, die is all I hear in my ear...it’s the only way out and you know no one cares...

No one cares or gives a dam....so what if he does this...he's only a man...the man that's supposed to love me, take care of me, honor me, adore me comfort me; RESPECT ME.....what a monster he has turned out to be....he is my.............my dad, my uncle, my brother, my… my friend? The one i look at and admire whose role in life that I should aspire to be like…...but why is he hurting me? I can't stand this...this pain....this constant viscous attempt to conspire, to ravish, to rape, to spoil to forever damage my inner temple my anatomy....no longer can I pretend..nor hide behind this is mask of sin.....I must get out I must break free...kill him and fox-hill be my destiny ? But no one will help for they don't believe me..hear me...hear my cries or see the sadness that's it my eyes...all they'll say is ya know you lieeeeeeeee......oh please please rescue me....mommy, mommy...help me please....can't you see what he's doing to me???

Pastor, Teacher hear my cry don't you know he's a devil in disguise?? Christian council and my MP is there no one who will fight for me? I’m just a child my voice is weak but if you rise up against him this devil we'll defeat....I’m just a child I’m not his toy.... what if this ever happened to your precious little girl or boy??? Now I lay me down to rest lord help me please get out this mess, my body is used my mind will never be the same....take me up because no one understands my pain.....no one cares, no one cares, no one cares...lord I need your help please please..PLEASE…..Rescue Me!!!!!!!!!

By:- Zinnia A. Williams

Smile :-) God Loves You

Mercy

Judge and jury self proclaimed are thee.... butcher, killer, professional name slayer, executioner you are...

Killing with words murdering with lies and yet you wonder why the tears fall from my eyes...

the death of me is what you seek.....tearing me down with your words; they're wounding so deep...

punch, kick, slap again but look in my eyes and how you pretend...to be a friend, to be a guide while the knife you’ve placed so precisely into my side.... piercing the depths of my already broken soul emptying me of all the confidence and the love I thought you represented to me.... how I hurt; how I ache....how I slowly die..

wondering why....why oh why do you do this to me …...

who gave you the right the authority to break me down?

to shatter my dreams.... to kill..... to steal...... my joy...

boy oh boy who gave you such power?

can you answer in that final hour??

Answer to HE that is judge of all...who picked you up after the many times that you would fall

But oh judge how I beg have mercy on me...but you don't, you can't, you won't..... you don't want to...

Persecution is your only mission

not concerned with my dreams, goals or vision...vision of what I can do and all I can be.... of what is or can be my destiny

Though the trials I face are hard for me but no mercy you show

I beg for it oh executioner of me...mercy, mercy, I cry out to thee...

But with blood in your eyes a wolf in disguise

You whisper and throw jeers your snares breaking me down and too late I realize

that there is no mercy no mercy for me....

please leave me alone have mercy on me....no longer persecute, tear down, wound, or hurt me ever so deeply

though you claim it’s not done intentionally but you ....lieee

mercy oh mercy I cry out to thee...mercy I beg I ask you oh executioner of me

no longer judge...... don't murder me.....mercy oh mercy someone PLEASE come rescue me ........

have mercy, have mercy, HAVE mercyyyyyyyy ON meeeeeeee!

By:- Zinnia A. Williams

Smile  God Loves You :-)

Flow to You

Flow to you....

Let the rivers of my aching heart flow to you

Let every hurt every pain that's pouring down like rain flow to you.....

Flow on down and rest with you...so you can take over and let your will be done in my life

Take away the burdens as your word so declares....so I can relax and never have fears....

Erase the damage from this wounded and broken soul.....make me anew and remove all the old..the old hurt the old Worries the old pain the old shame..ever wondering if I'll ever be the same...

Flow down to you so I can be new so I can be whole...restore me heal me deliver me and set me free....

How I long to be happy excited filled with joy no longer wondering or worrying just so carefree is where I desire to Be...desire to be..... resting in you and filled with all the wonderful things that i've been designed to do...lord let the Rivers of my soul flow to you......planting the seed so I can grow in the haven of your arms where your love Overflows...making me strong and rooted in you....arms outstretched encouraging so many more as I go through....

Go through my process....no longer depressed. stressed of feeling less than.....wow....this feeeeels good....what a safety I Feel...such security such warmth such love like never before....flowing to you.... now i'm restored.....restored renewed in All you do...because of you lord, my love now overflows....my heart no longer aches but i find comfort in you...i no Longer worry because I'm resting in you.... no longer hurt because I've found comfort in you...I'm no longer confused Because you're guiding me through.... dear Lord its all because of the overflowing love I have found in you!!!

BY:- Zinnia A. Williams 

Smile God Loves You :-) 

Behind the Veil

Behind the veil is where I long to be
Yearn to be, Earnestly, Deeply so I can be......FREE...Oh so free and delivered......
Healed, Restored, Uplifted, no longer Twisted in the bondages of sin.
Oh how I long to get out of the mess that I’ve fallen..... INTO!
How I bow down and give honor to YOU ....
To come to you; for you Alone can EMPTY me....
Of this hurt, this Pain I feel that's oh so real that's kept me trapped for so long
It seemed that there was no way out
The walls were closing in on me... my mind had gone off all the things that used to keep me...
My breathe was taken away....
No longer could I say what I need to say....
To PRAY......
Pray to You...
To Talk to You....
To ask you to HELP...
To Help Me!
To Heal Me!
To Deliver Me!
To Mold Me!
To take me up and wrap your arms around me ever so Gently so Tenderly....
I come..........to you.......
I fall down on my knee....
FREELY!
WILLINGLY!
Surrendering all that I am to thee...............
Father, Father, Father; oh Father how I long to be set free...
BID ME COME...BEYOND THE VEIL!


By:- Zinnia A. Williams

RISE

Women Of Purpose Rise Up And Walk Into Your Destiny;

Can't You Here Him Calling You?

Don't You Know How Great You Are Supposed To And Will Be?

Stop Your Weeping And Come And Follow Me!

Take Your Rightful Place At My Side

Let Me Be Your Comfort Your Shield And Your Guide

I Alone Can Wipe The Tears From Your Eyes

Knowing All The Nights You Cried, Wondering How You Would Ever Survive

But Rise I Say And Take Your Place; Rise And Walk Into Your Destiny

You Are No Longer Bound For I Have Set You Free;

Free To Laugh, Free To Smile, Free To Be All I Have Designed You To Be

My Queen, My Heart, My, Everything;

RISE I SAY FOR THOU ART BLESSED AND HIGHLY FAVORED OF ME!

"I know the plans I have for you" says the Lord.

"I have good plans for you, not plans to hurt you.

I will give you hope and a good future"

Jeremiah 29:11 (NCV)

BY: Zinnia. A . Williams

What Does God Require of Me?

What Does God Require Of Me?

Hmmm…My Time…My Life My Love My All; Everything That I Am And Have To Give?

Does He Require Sincerity?

Full Usage Of My Abilities That He Had Entrusted Me In Me; To Be All That I Can Be So That Others Can Be Healed Delivered And Yes Set Free.

Dedication Or Love Un-Conditionally; As It’s Supposed To Be; As He Is To Me?

Or Could It Simply Be That It’s Just More Of Me; My Strength, My Mind, Heart Body And Soul....Energy Total Commitment My Un-Divided Attention To Make The Right Connection To Him....

Could That Be What's Required Of Me?

Total Adoration, Honor, Love And Praise, Bask In Your Presence Worshiping You Father, Son & Holy Spirit

Oh Yielded Vessel That I Am

All That I Have I’m Placing In Your Hands

No More of Me and What I Need Just All That’s Required of You

Laying Aside My Hurt, Aches And Pains

Forgetting All That’s Around Me That’s Driving Me Insane Oh How I Can’t Stand The Rain That Trickles Down So Rapidly That I Cannot See:
See What’s Right There In From Of Me

Could That Be My Destiny?

Could This Be All That’s Required Of Me?

To Set Aside My Thoughts My Ways To Give Honor And Homage To You Always

To Lift You Up Each Moment I Get To Shout It From The Roof Top So They Never Forget

Never Forget Or Never Doubt How You Lifted Me Up And How You Brought Me Out

Out Of The Pit Out The Miry Clay So That I Could Give Praise To Your Name All Of My Days!

Honor Adore And Humbly Respects The One Of Whose Kindness I Can Never Forget

Forget To Say Thank You; Forget To Acknowledge All You’ve Done

The Sacrifice You Made By Giving Your Son To Die On The Cross For Someone Like Me

Oh How Special To You I Must Be

Worthy Of All Glory Worthy Of All Praise Worthy To Be Exalted High Above All

Oh How I Love You …You’re My All In All

My Elohim: Eternal Creator; My Adonai: Sovereign Is He, Master, Jehovah, El Shaddai

Jehovah Jireh: My Provider

Jehovah Nissi: My Banner, My Shadow, My Safety And I Know He Is Always With Me

Jehovah Rapha: The Lord My Healer; Healer Of My Troubles & Of My Diseases Healer Of My Physical, Emotional & Spiritual Needs

Jehovah Shalom: The Lord MY Peace In The Midst Of The Storm.
The Peace Inside Me That Helps Me Go On!

By: Zinnia A. Williams

Journey to Freedom!

Time and time again the road I walk alone…..

Time and time again, when will the cycle end?

When will change come when will I rise up, above and beyond all this chaos that encompasses me?

Trapped, lost; sinking …dying to be set free…to break lose…to tear down walls to remove barriers…to start anew…to build up to strengthen to restore…ME….you…him …her…them…all those that are and have been imprisoned by the terrors of sin…..who never thought that they could win or ever stood a chance…but how I yearn to make a change….to stand up to fight…fight for their lives….guide them ….comfort them..be there for them…..

Help them to….HEAL...to be delivered.....to give it all to....Him

Help them to know…to want…to need to lean, depend on rely on trust in..

Love HIM....CONSTANTLY!

Serve him….honor him….bow down and adore HIM…..love up on HIM and enter in..into HIS PRESENCE……to feel the very ESSENCE of ALL THAT HE IS AND DESIRES TO BE IN AND THROUGH THEM!!!!!!!

OH YEA…THAT’S NICE......THAT’S SWEET!

TO BE WHOLE…COMPLETE; COMPLETELY FILLED…COMPLETEY ENAMOURED…IN AWW IN LOVE…CAUGHT UP IN HIM… OH WHAT A SWEET SWEET FEELING!!

AH YEA…..INHALE…WHAT A BREATH OF FRESH AIR….NO MORE PAIN…

AH YEA....NO MORE DRAMA…AH YEA…NO MORE HEART-ACHE..OH YEAAAA….NO MORE!

NO MORE WORRY, NO MORE DOUBT:

NO MORE TEARS & NO MORE FEARS….

HOW GOOD IT FEELS TO BE THERE, CASTING ALL OF MY CARES.....

TO BE DRAWN NEAR TO........HIM!!!!!!!!!

UMMMM OH YEA; Just to be close…oh so close…Filled with everything that HE has poured into me…Filled to be an everlasting blessing!

Filled…filled…NEVER empty again….the past….the hurt…shame…ha... no longer will I pretend nor ever be ashamed…for......I have been set FREE!

Praise God I'm free...set free from the chins that tried to bind me...SET FREE!

FILLED WITH ALL I NEED......WALKING INTO MY DESTINY!

 

        By: Zinnia A. Williams

Acknowledgement!

Acknowledge God from the depths of your heart...
Not the words of your mouth!

Mean what u say from your heart...
Don't just say it to say it..............
MAKE GOD'S WORD HEAVIER THAN ANYTHING IN YOUR LIFE AND HE SHALL RELEASE HONOR OVER YOU!!

Longing for You!

My Creativity In The Strength Of Your Words To Me....Has Helped Me To Be All That I Can Be

My Ability That Will Lead Me To My Destiny...Oh How I Long, Yearn To Be...Close To You

And Now I Have Been Set Free....Free By Your Love Your Mercy And Your Grace......

Oh How I Long To Look Upon Your Face.....To See You....To See Me...To See The One...  

My Creator, My Father...My...Everything....The All That I Am...All That I’ve Ever Wanted to Be Has Come Down and Rescued Me...

Kept Me Safely From The Hand Of My Enemy...Oh How Grateful I Am To Be...HIS!!!!!

Chosen...Hand-Picked...Set Apart....Lost Inside The Depths Of His Heart....

I Praise You I Worship You I Honor You Lord...My Rock My Fortress.....My Light At The End Of The Tunnel....

My Sustainer, Maintainer...Myyyyyyyyyyyy…...Way Maker....Never Ending NOT Ever Forsaker Of Me...

How I Love Him How I Honor Him How Excellent Is His Name....I Am Never And Will Ever Remain The Same....

Because I Am His And He Is Mine....The One I Can Call On All The Time...

No Matter The Hour The Min Or The Day He Never Turns Me Away....He Listens To All I Have To Say And Is There To Wipe All My Tears Away....

Turn My Dark Nights Into A Brighter Day!!!!!

What More Can I Say To Show My Love To Express My Gratitude??

OH How I’m In The Mood........

To Go On And On And On And On Till........Time............. STOPS!!!!


BY: Zinnia .A. Williams

LOST?

Withdrawal..........Intense Nervousness...Extreme Anxiety.....Confused... Feeling Somewhat Incomplete....

Wandering Aimlessly.....Don't Know Which Way To Go... Which Way To Turn...Or Who To Turn To Or Talk To Help Me...

Help Me Get Out Of This State That I Am In...A State That I Have Found Myself In Over And Over Again...A State Of Hurt, Pain And Shame...Wondering When I’ll Be Tired Of This Game....

This Crazy Game Called Life.....The Life That I Have Led...Only Not Going Down The Right Path That Was Set...Set Before Me By The Most High.....

Then I Try To Wonder Why...Wonder Why I Cry...Why I Sigh... Wonder Why This Feeling That's Inside Me Won't Die..... Only To Realize It’s Because Of Me...Because Of Me Alone...It Was Me That Made The Choice....

The Choice To Get Caught Up In A Never-Ending Twisted Web Of Lies Hurt And Pain... Oh How Did I Ever Maintain;

Maintain The Mindset That Lasted For So Long, That It’s Deflected The Reality Of All That's Around Me..... The Reality Of Life..... The Reality Of Fear..... The Reality Of The Mess I’m In...How Damaged I’ve Been..... So Caught Up In This Tremendous Sin...How I Will Win.... If I Remain...Remain Caught Up.....

Trapped...Lost...Sunken Into The Abyss Of Sin ...No Way Out It Seems.....

But I Hear A Voice From Up Above; Calling My Name...Helping Me To Regain..... The Life That's Meant For Me...

A Life Of Wealth, Health And Prosperity....How I Yearn To Be There...Be On High...... In That Place Of Comfort...Up There By His Side....

But This Sin I’m In I Must Decide..... To Set Is Aside...So That I Can Abide With Him...The ONE Who Loves Me….REGARDLESS OF THE STATE I AM IN!

BY: Zinnia .A. Williams