Wednesday, August 11, 2010

LOST?

Withdrawal..........Intense Nervousness...Extreme Anxiety.....Confused... Feeling Somewhat Incomplete....

Wandering Aimlessly.....Don't Know Which Way To Go... Which Way To Turn...Or Who To Turn To Or Talk To Help Me...

Help Me Get Out Of This State That I Am In...A State That I Have Found Myself In Over And Over Again...A State Of Hurt, Pain And Shame...Wondering When I’ll Be Tired Of This Game....

This Crazy Game Called Life.....The Life That I Have Led...Only Not Going Down The Right Path That Was Set...Set Before Me By The Most High.....

Then I Try To Wonder Why...Wonder Why I Cry...Why I Sigh... Wonder Why This Feeling That's Inside Me Won't Die..... Only To Realize It’s Because Of Me...Because Of Me Alone...It Was Me That Made The Choice....

The Choice To Get Caught Up In A Never-Ending Twisted Web Of Lies Hurt And Pain... Oh How Did I Ever Maintain;

Maintain The Mindset That Lasted For So Long, That It’s Deflected The Reality Of All That's Around Me..... The Reality Of Life..... The Reality Of Fear..... The Reality Of The Mess I’m In...How Damaged I’ve Been..... So Caught Up In This Tremendous Sin...How I Will Win.... If I Remain...Remain Caught Up.....

Trapped...Lost...Sunken Into The Abyss Of Sin ...No Way Out It Seems.....

But I Hear A Voice From Up Above; Calling My Name...Helping Me To Regain..... The Life That's Meant For Me...

A Life Of Wealth, Health And Prosperity....How I Yearn To Be There...Be On High...... In That Place Of Comfort...Up There By His Side....

But This Sin I’m In I Must Decide..... To Set Is Aside...So That I Can Abide With Him...The ONE Who Loves Me….REGARDLESS OF THE STATE I AM IN!

BY: Zinnia .A. Williams

Words

JUST BECAUSE I LOOK A BIT DIFFERENT THAT DOESN'T MEAN THAT GOD LOVES ME ANY-LESS

HE WON'T DESPISE OR CRITICIZE ME OR REJECT ME BECAUSE OF THE WAY I DRESS


WHETHER I'M BLACK YELLOW PURPLE OR BROWN....MY SENSE OF STYLE WON'T TIE ME DOWN
WON'T HINDER MY WALK WON'T HINDER MY GROWTH WON'T DISTRACT MY MISSION TO DRAW OTHERS CLOSE...


CLOSER TO HIM AND BREAKING DOWN WALLS.....THE WALLS OF SOCIETY THAT DESPERATELY NEED TO FALL.....


WALLS THAT ARE BUILT TO KEEP PEOPLE OUT WHEN....ALL THAT GOD WANTS IS TO DRAW THEM NEAR... TO BRING THEM IN...BUT HOW CAN THEY ENTER WHEN THE BARRIER IS SO HIGH?


GET OFF YOUR HIGH HORSE OH HOLY SANCTIFIED ONE.....THANK GOD ITS HE WHO SENT HIS SON


IF IT HAD BEEN YOU WHAT CHANCE WOULD WE STAND……COULD WE EVERFACE THE TRIALS THAT LIFE THROWS OUR WAY?


OR WOULD YOU TEAR US DOWN EACH CHANCE YOU GOT....WITH YOUR LOOKS AND YOUR WORDS THAT PIERCED THE HEART AND BRUISED THE SOUL


WHOA TO MAN WHO JUDGES ANOTHER....AREN'T WE SUPPOSE TO BUILD UP PROTECT LOVE ONE ANOTHER...AS SISTER OR A BROTHER???
I SAID... WHOA TO MAN WHO JUDGES ANOTHER....AREN'T WE SUPPOSE TO BUILD UP PROTECT LOVE ONE ANOTHER.....


CHECK YA SELFBEFORE YOU WRECK YA SELF....


WE HAVE ALL SINNED AND COME SHORT OF HIS GLORY IN OUR OWN WAY.......
IF I SWEPT AROUND YOUR DOOR I WONDER WHAT OTHERS WOULD SAY???


SO LETS NOT TAKE THE TIME TO TEAR ONE ANOTHER DOWN....CUZ WHAT GOES AROUND..... COMES AROUND


ITS TIME TO HEAL, TIME TO RESTORE AND TIME TO RENEW....TAKE TIME TO UPLIFT SOMEONE AND BRIGHTEN UP THEIR DAY......WHY NOT FIND AN ENCOURAGING WORD TO SAY.......FOR GOD SAKE MAN.... WHY NOT JUST PRAY!


PRAY FOR GOD TO TOUCH THEIR SOUL....PRAY FOR HIM TO MAKE THEM WHOLE....DON'T CURSE AND DESTROY THEM WITH YOUR WORDS....MAN COME ON........OR HAVEN'T YOU HEARD.....THAT LIFE AND DEATH IS IN THE POWER OR THE TONGUE.....EACH OF US HAS GOT OUR OWN RACE TO RUN...


SLOW DOWN.....RELAX AND FEEL THE BREEZE...WE'LL ALL GET JUDGED ONE DAY FOR OUR OWN DEEDS....SO LEAVE THAT PART TO THE GOD ABOVE AND TAKE THE TIME.... AND SHOW SOME LOVE....
REMEMBER THE POWER THAT YOUR WORDS HAVE................................

THEY CAN DESTROY...SHATTER....HURT...CAUSE PAIN....ADD TO EXISTING WOUND...MAKE ONE FEEL LIKE THEY WANNA DIE...HAVE YOU EVER SEEN THE SADNESS IN ONES EYE....DID YOU NOT THINK YOUR WORDS WOULD MAKE THEM CRY??
YOUR POORLY CHOSEN WORDS CAN KILL ONE'S DREAMS; LOWER EXPECTATIONS AND IMPACT SELF-ESTEEM


WELL CHOSEN ONES CAN OFFER HOPE, CREATE VISION, IMPACT THINKING, and STOP ONE FROM SINKING....
THEY RESTORE....RENEW..REVITALIZE....AND ALTER RESULTS ...ERASING ALL FEAR AND CANCEL DOUBT
WORDS INFLUENCE THE PEOPLE THEIR SPOKEN TO.....ALWAYS BE CONSCIOUS OF THE DAMAGE THEY CAN DO
SEARCH YOUR HEART FOR THE RIGHT THING TO SAY...TRY A LITTLE TENDERNESS TO DRIVE THE SORROW AWAY...CHOOSING THEM WISELY CAN BRIGHTEN ONE'S DAY...DON'T LET YOUR WORDS BE THE REASON THAT ONE HAS GONE ASTRAY......MAKE UP YOUR MIND AND CHANGE THAT TODAY....


YOUR WORDS HAVE POWER!!!

By: Zinnia .A. Williams